Today was crazy hat day. I wore a shrug hat that, from the angle of the picture above, looks like more of stoners beanie I'm beginning to realize.
I own one pair of jeans that fit me. That's a lie, I have one pair of jeans that KIND OF fit me. Today, I ripped those jeans. And just when I thought my day couldn't get worse...
I have never been so drained emotionally, mentally, nor physically as I was today. Actually, I'm sure I probably have, but this assumption is purely based off of emotion, not rationality. How can I be rational when I'm so tired?
Being tired from the start of the day messes up the entire schedule you are supposed to follow. I had a pretty nutty schedule this lovely Tuesday: Get a Starbucks, go to school, participate in school, then have rehearsal from 3:30pm-8:30pm, come home and cry, do homework, cry more, and end up here... In front of a computer... Doing what I love to do, write. But like I said, today I was tired, so none of this came easy.
Being so busy like this isn't a question of being manageable or not, because I don't have a choice, I have to find someway to deal with my business. How you learn to deal with this hectic life is how you keep your sanity. I do a poor job of that, Ill admit that. You shouldn't hire me as a life coach. I'd hire me as like a jest or something. Or a baker, I can bake.
Time is a hard thing to manage. The thing about time is that its constantly changing, but it always stays the same. Time doesn't slow down for anyone. Its like the honey badger, it don't care, it does what it wants. Time will always be moving, but staying at the same pace all the same. Even if you are having a "slow day" or "fast day", time is still time, and its moving at the same pace.
Don't try to cheat time, it'd be like cheating the new healthcare plan: You can try, but the government will punish you. WHAT?! Who said that?
Tomorrow is a new day with new opportunities and new open doors. That's kind of a lot, I should get some rest for this new day ahead of me.
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