Ten minutes ago I was layng in bed half asleep. I began to do what I do every night before I go to sleep and dream peacefully, (PS: Thats a lie, I never dream peacefully thanks to sleep insmonia and sleep apnia), I was thinking of tomrrows outfit.
Then I sprang up and ran to my laptop because I realized I had forgotten to blog! Im sorry, what? How did I forget that? I swear Im going certifiably insane.
Im a very loving person. Im compassionate and have feelings and empathy.
But sometimes...
...Sometimes people are just so completely IGNORANT that all of my love fleas from me and I get bitter and defensive. I get really worked up when trying to get my point across. Anyone who has witnessed me in action knows that I can lose friends with the words that I choose to use.
In my eyes, I dont see how anyone else can see their ignorant way and think that theyre correct. This is absolutely a problem for me that Im trying to work out with myself, be patient with the fact that I think I know whats best because I know that I dont.
I feel that this is the case for me because I see the world very differently. I suppose everyone sees the world differently, sure, but Im convienced the blue sky in your world is orange in mine. I just dont veiw things normally. That doesnt mean Im not normal, though. Part of the reason I have this blog is to show my scewed thoughts, and show just how normal yet unique I am.
So Im going to go to bed now, because like a NORMAL teenager, Im tired.
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