Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Day 99: Take Me or Leave Me

     Green sweater, pink v-neck, jeans, Uggs.
     Ninety-nine days later, I sit here in front of my computer searching for something to write.  Ive done 99 posts about so many things.
     We are more then halfway through the school year and it doesn't get any easier or harder to write.  Its just a continuous thing I have to do everyday.  The issue with writing is that it isn't a solid formation.  Like in math for example, 2 + 2 will always equal 4, it doesn't change according to what mood you are in.  Writing flows so freely and uniquely.
     I'm kind of a bummer of a person.  I don't say very many happy things.  Writing conveys what I'm actually trying to express.
     I also tend to be a person that gets excited about projects and gives up, but look at this blog!  I'm going strong!
     Maybe I'm not the person I thought I was.  And I live with myself... Sometimes I don't know how I live with myself.  I'm lazy, I whine a lot, I'm annoying.  I have redeeming qualities, sure, but I whip those out only when necessary.  I'm my own person, take me or leave me.  I'm not going to change for anybody or pretend to be something I'm not.  I would just feel silly.  So whether I'm smiling, frowning, laughing, crying, Ill always be me.  I wouldn't ever let someone get in the way of that.

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