Saturday, September 15, 2012

Day 180: The End

                                                      
     Well, this is it.
     Im sitting at this familiar keyboard, staring at my title.
     "The End".
     Its Over.  This is the end of it.  I finished.  I really finished.  Not the way i had dreamt of, but who cares?  I did it.  I did the whole thing.
     There are 180 school days in each school year.  There are 180 days in this blog.
     I am currently watching the end of the movie Julie&Julia, as we speak.  It just happened to be on television tonight.  She just completed her blog.  Kind of a crazy coincidence, isnt it?  There is a God.
     Im crying.
     There are tears streaming down my face.  Im not even quite sure why.  Its the end of something, but the beginning of it all.
      Thank you.  You looked at the outfits, my commentary, my passions, my pressures.  You looked at it all.
      Thank you for being a viewer.
      Thank you for making me finish.
      Thank you.
      Im not sure whats next for me.  But as for maddy180days.blogspot.com, Im officially signing off.  Thank you.

Day 179: Writers Block

     I have nothing more to say that I can think of.  Ive pretty much put it all out on the table.  Everything Ive wanted to share that is appropriate, I have.  Thank you.

Day 178: June, July, August

     Summer.
     Its the time of the year where you dont have to give a care in the world.  No goals have to be set.  No craps have to be given.  You can have fun.
     Then September rolls around.

Day 177: Opposite of Me

                                           

     Normal.

     :)

Day 176: Mirror Pic

                                         
     I feel like a seventh grader taking a picture of myself in the mirror.  And the peace sign, ew.  It makes me feel young though.  Like I dont have to grow up.  Like I can occasionally pretend that college is a reality, like responsibility doesn't matter.  As if the world is still mine, and I dont have to care about what anyone else thinks or evaluates about me.
      I feel stronger than a seventh grader, however,  I can make my own choices.  My opinions are heard.  I can learn valuable things that I can apply.  I can teach myself.  Im older...

Day 175: Getting Lazy

                                        
     The Giants are my boyz.  Period.

Day 174: Real Talk


     In life, you have to be your biggest fan.  No one else will be.  Believe in more than who you are.  Dream Big.