I don't know what I want to do for the rest of my life. A lot of people don't, and I'm not expected to, thank goodness. Susan doesn't even know what she wants to do for the rest of her life and shes a mom! I'm constantly thinking about it though, like any normal teenager would:
Ever since I was a little girl Ive wanted to be an actress. That hasn't changed. I actually really feel that my dream of pursuing acting isn't impractical, but none the less, I'm looking for other options.
I would have to do something that I love. I love to talk... That could possibly be useful. I like clothes and shopping. Though that's typical for a girl... I don't really like kids, but Ill probably be a mom.
...Oh yeah, I could always be a mom...
Marriage and having kids doesn't appeal to me all that much. Most girls my age have their entire future with their husbands planned out. Kids name, wallpaper, shower tile colors, etc. Every detail.
I don't even know if I want to get married. I'm sure I will, but I'm 16. I need to be focusing on passing Anatomy and Algebra 2 rather then planning on what my something-borrowed and something-blue will be. I'm just being practical. I think its my lack of imagination...
I got a job though. A summer job. Yup, next summer... Its not even winter yet, I know. Its a job as a swim coach. Not a career path, but maybe Ill find my calling of life in the pool.
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